i'm having a hard time. i get all excited for change, for the adventure it will bring to life, for the new things i will learn and new people i'll get to know. then the change happens and i fall apart. i'm out of my comfort zone and don't know how to deal with it. everything is different now that we've moved. it would be one thing to have moved into our own place, but for the next few months we are living with taylor's parents to save money for school. it's a real nice setup we've got here and i'm extremely grateful for them putting us up to help us out. i've got all these notions of how i'm going to be a great daughter-in-law by cleaning, cooking, weeding, mowing, etc, but i'm having a hard enough time just keeping my two year old in check. it makes it even harder because this isn't my house. i'm not the boss here except to my children. i don't do things the same as them and i definitely feel out of my element.
there is a lot to learn, a lot to get over, and a lot to be excited for. i'm struggling with all the newness and trying to deal with the fact that i'm not in control. life sure is interesting.
1 comment:
I think I would feel the same way...change is good, but you don't really get to morph with this change because you are following someone else's style. Just remember it is not permanent!
I'm glad you are posting again.
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